Peering at foregone paths....

Standing at one side of shore,  everything seems to be beautiful on other side. We search happiness in future, strongly believes that the path where i m standing will take my life towards my destiny where i will be content. But during these phases, we always forget to see the bliss around our self and forget to rule the time. We start putting blame on our situations for our failure, just see the failure and let the  circumstance to over rule. Now, me standing at a turn of byway. A look back on those paths through which i came across, i always thought that  time will and situation will teach me everything. But where i lost myself and handover myself in the hands of time.... I forget to fight with time and make some one who enjoy the moment. I forget to buildup a strong individuality who can see straight into the eyes of struggle and able to print previous chapters of triumphs. Now, i can see the other side of shore. Just sitting with broken hopes and blur paths. A fear that my life will halt, like pebbles during the journey of river. I regret for escaping the from the situations, for not learning to survive. I chose the path of failure and escapism in hope that in coming time i don't have to see this again. But now,  i'm in front of those things from which i used to escape. Now, i see only failure but seeing only failure means still i'm not able to see the positive lines in those previous chapters of my life. Which taught me to see the myself. I have to start my life again, in a hope that this time i will conquer myself. And able to see the happiness around me.☺☺☺